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"We get new ideas from God every hour of our day when we put our trust in Him -- but we have to follow that inspiration up with perspiration -- we have to work to prove our faith. Remember that the bee that hangs around the hive never gets any honey."

I Count On You My Friend

Sometimes I feel that in this world, I'm all alone,
Not a single person in sight to call my very own,

Then I close my eyes and your face comes in sight.
And makes me realize that I was so not right.

Your presence makes loneliness itself such a myth,
You my friend put my entire life perfectly in sync,

I count on you for every little piece of advice,
'Coz it is only you who understands me and is so nice,

Best friends that we are, we will be forever,
Our hearts will be always blended together.

And never ever go away my dearest best friend,
May this friendship that we share have no end.



Mitch/fhel

Goodbye Lullaby

With our heart in a fierce beat,
We'll dance together on the empty street.
With your shallow breathing against my head,
We'll sway along to words unsaid.
When you look in my eye,
I know, it's time to say goodbye,

But will you grant me one last wish?
To Hold me in your arms,
And Sing me a sweet lullaby,
To let me drown in your melodic voice for one last time,
And Let me dream of a place where you are mine.

To let the tune wash away my pain,
For I want to relive that moment once again,
When you and I first met each other
And to prove to myself, that there can be no another,
Who could ever take your place.
And our moments spent together,
I'd do anything to retrace.

I See sadnes in your eyes

I see sadness in your eyes
But all I can do is wonder why
You tell me everything is alright
But I know your heart is broken inside
I want you to be always happy
But you always give me those fake smiles
Seeing you unhappy makes me sad
It makes me wonder, is this my mistake?
When ever I ask what is wrong
You just say nothing at all
Deep inside me I know you’re hurt
I know there is something bothering you
I wish I could find out why you’re acting so weird
I see sadness in your eyes
But all I can do is wonder why
I look in your eyes and they seem so lost
All they want to do is cry all day long
It’s so hard to see you upset
When I hug you, you seem to forget about your pain
This makes me want to stay with you as long as I can
I wish you would open up to me and tell me what’s wrong
I see sadness in your eyes
But all I can do is wonder why.****

I'm Not Turning Back

© Jofeldosanovillaruel


Every time I would ask, you said I was tripping.
I trusted you boy, but now I am quitting.
You broke my heart, took it and tore it apart.
You promised to me never again.
But maybe I'd be better if we were just friends.
I never really had the proof.
But now it hurts cause I know the truth.
You make me promises that u didn't keep.
But now its your time to moan and weep.
I stayed true and faithful to you.
Something u couldn't.
I wanted to let go, but I just wouldn't.
You said you were mines, evidently your not.
She already told me what happened.
Yea that's what I thought.
I knew you was playing, but I still loved you..
I had a lot of feelings so what could I do.
But now they are gone..whose fault is that?
You took a knife and put it in my back.
You didn't know what you had.
But now you don't have it.
Isn't that sad.
I loved you with all my heart, and still do.
But how could u play me for a fool.
Baby I trusted you, why did you do that?
But now I'm leaving, and I'm not turning back...

A friend from above

A Friend From Above

Author:jofeldosanovillaruel



I prayed for you before we met,
Not knowing who you'd be.
I asked the Lord to send a friend.
One chosen just for me.
I asked that they'd be Godly,
With wisdom of His ways.
A friend to help and guide me
In the troubles of these days.

So often in life, we need someone
To listen while we talk.
Someone who will not condemn or judge,
But encourage us as we walk.

The narrow road we choose to follow
May sometimes make us stumble.
But to have a friend to catch our fall,
Teaches us to be humble.

When I asked the Lord to send a friend,
Though many came and went.
He gave much more than I ever asked,
For you are the friend He sent.

Precious love

Love is a precious thing
It is a feeling that
makes your heart sing.

Whether you are far or near
it is like whispering in my ear.

When you find true love
it is something you
keep within your heart.

JOFEL DOSANO VILLARUEL

If you Forget Me

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

OFW

The life in abroad is not just easy
You will feel like crazy and nothing to see
Homesickness and sadness to the family
Friends and neighbours are all gone away.

Tend to live alone and help no one
no sword to fight for, except one
Word of God to pray for companion
He hears and stay to be strengthen.

Adopted people and environment seems to be okay
But they dont care your presence anyway
Just keep working, everyday the whole day
Hardwork and sacrifice, small amount they pay.

People will say, OFW have lots of money
But they dont think the burden we carry
We risks our lives to lift poverty
To support the family and help the country
That is necessary and valuable today.

Its really difficult to leave the country
With the experience, regrets come immediately
I'd rather cultivate the land with my bare hand
Than to work to my adopted land.

To you my friends think wisely
Take time to plan, dont be in a hurry
Secure your future and fulfill someday
Not just to be OFW and not be far away.

Jofel dosano villaruel

Bleeding to survive

She sits and stares at plenty lil concoctions.
Pills liquor razors,
her options.
Her burdens the world can’t lift.
Her life must be a prank.
It’s no gift.

Her anger it screams.
You’re already broken.
This is your life.
No dream.
If you do it now your pain will end.
Life is too much,
impossible to win.
Never mind the disparage.
Or how you want kids,
a marriage.
You’ll never find love in another.
People don’t posses it.
You’ll end up hurt,
you’ll regret it.
Anger questions what she doesn’t get.
In her life,
happiness doesn’t fit.
Suffering will follow her.
Nothing can be fixed.

She looks at her life and how its been.
What she feels now,
she felt then.
She cuts deep to ensure a mark.
Shout out to her pain
shout out to her heart.
She knows she’s not ready to die,
but no longer wants to feel.
She does it to ease her anger.
Not to kill.
So she drinks a lil liquor,
pops a pill.

She cuts in places that’ll keep her alive.
It’s her way to cope.
A way to survive.
The more she cuts,
her anger it fades.
The more she bleeds.
Her life,
she saves.

She cuts until she feels it.
Until anger is no longer alive,
she kills it.
She locks away her concoctions.
She seals it.

Losing game

Losing Game

You arrived like a gift in the mail,
what a surprise. Right on time.
I was sad I was lonely,
I was frail.
Only time would tell if you were here
to stay or just visit.
I almost sent you back.
But nooo,
you insisted.

I was good in my world of self.
I didn’t have to explain anything,
I felt what I felt.
Chained to despair,
I played what was dealt.
On your own account,
Well,
you wanted to help.
I told you.
You could never understand my truth.
My skies were black.
Yours were blue.

Trust me trust me,
you repeated.
Me.
I retreated.
Then one day,
you extended your hand.
Finally,
I conceded.

I had not asked but it was me you found.
Who knew you’d build me up,
break me down.
Who knew the game was over and I was about to lose.
Behind my back,
makin moves.
My heart knew.
But I didn’t believe it.
I believed you.

Wounded.
As I bled out I screamed never again.
Against my better judgment,
I trusted you with everything
allowed you in.
Truth be told.
I lose.
You win.